Morning Tea Lyrics

I think my mother died today
Or was it yesterday?
It"s hard to say
I found it odd when she never came
To bring my cup of morning tea
I think my girlfriend left today
Cos I forget her face when she waved at me
It"s such a plain face
It"s hard to see
But I think her name was Grace

All I want to do is disappear
Into the darkness of my room
Come away
I am numb
You can be numb too
Disappear slowly
De-attach now
Slip into nothing
Nothing at all
I went to buy some tea today
But couldn"t understand
A single word
He said to me
I could hardly breathe
And I left without my tea
I met my counselor today
She said you got the grades for a college degree
Academic life is the one you bleed
Your futures looking bright

All I want to do is disappear