My Self-Centered World Lyrics

I am certain now that being down is far more rewarding than ever being up
no, I haven't been alone for much longer than a week but I don't believe in love
And the only thing that holds us down is this giant ball of dirt
and the only reason we can see is to count our worth
My self-centered world has walls and they won't break for anyone or anything at all
my soul I can not control its filled with tiny holes and these holes will never fill
Cause worthlessness stays worthless and that is all I am
worthlessness is worthlessness and that is all I am
I do not understand why light should be so grand I'd rather be in the dark
yes, I have been awake for longer than I'd like to take
And the only the bothers me I cannot say
And the only thing thats kept me here is bound to go away

My self-centered world has walls and they won't break for anyone or anything at all
my soul I can not control its filled with tiny holes and these holes will never fill
Cause worthlessness stays worthless and that is all I am
worthlessness is worthlessness and that is all I am