Sick and Disgusting Lyrics

Remember the time you said, "Son it will be alright"
Remember the time you said, "Son it will be just fine"
Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough
And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved
I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said, "God I'm ready to die"
Remember the time I said, "God just take my life"
Remember the time that I cried every single night
And every thought about myself was out of spite
Sick joke
That's all you'll ever be to anyone
Sick joke
That's all I'll ever be to anyone

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die
God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life
And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night
But if you want me, I'm gonna stay here and fight till you say, "Son your heart is mine"
Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting