Soliloquy of Belligerence Lyrics

Another night lost in the haze
My bloodshot eyes are glaring hell
My knuckles bloodied, I'm consumed by guilt
Self medicate my poisoned self
Drunk pariah worthless lush
Troll the void of nights forgot
Burnt my bridges now I'm lost
Stranded on this awful isle
Drown my sorrows in tears and rye
Trembling hands erect ruins
Delirium tremens the fruit I bear
Nights are heaven
Mornings hell
Left a hollow soulless shell
Blacked out alone
Breeding regret
Drinking to forget
Belligerent soliloquy
I'm a meaningless leaning mess
My entire life lost in a haze
Blacked out alone
Breeding regret
My body aches
I'm consumed by guilt
Self medicate
Wake up screaming to start again
Cyclical like moon and tide
Kiss the bottle to lick my wounds
My whole life is a f***** lie