Torturous Game Lyrics

Stare at the number
Written on my wall
Funny to feel how fast I am falling
From the beginning
I knew wanting you was wrong
But it all fades away
As I am calling
I wish somehow even now
I'd say the words that could save
I try to speak
But silently reach for the telephone
What a torturous game
I keep playing
And I know it's insane
I should be running
But I keep staying
What a torturous game
In your arms I find empty desire
And I know its insane
What a torturous, torturous game