This Is the Split Lyrics

why do you never make real what you wish to do the most?
why am I still waiting? ain't this chapter already closed?
i know the faces and the feelings
i don't want to do things only 'cause i did them yesterday.
to stay does not make any sense
don't lose heart and leave this wasted place
even though a part of me is dying
i should go home pack my bags and run
i've been driving down this road again and again

so here i am again
waiting for an ending
this is the split

memories, a thousand needs depressing me
so i just leave
and so i run 'cause behind me there's nothing left but something wrong
and so i run
i turn my back on ashes of the past
i won't look back.
i can't look back

there is always a cause to run but this time it tears me up
it's never too late
i don't want to be the last to stay where everybody knows my name
i see my past through a rear-view mirror
every station screams your name
change for something new

and so i run 'cause behind me there's nothing left but something wrong
and so i run
i turn my back on ashes of the past
i won't look back
i can't look back
i'm free at last but does this make it easier?