it feels like I am leaving shore
bound for new adventures
embarking on an endless quest
I'm leaving land behind
exited and afraid
I turn my head and realize
there is no turning back
I'm not complaining
I'm not asking for sympathy
for this hole inside my soul
I cannot heal
it feels like I am awake and dreaming
it seems that I can't comprehend
the lessons I have learned
forgetting wisdoms I have preached
these infuriating storms
are tearing me apart
nothing left for me to save
nothing left to salvage
bound for new adventures
embarking on an endless quest
I'm leaving land behind
exited and afraid
I turn my head and realize
there is no turning back
I'm not complaining
I'm not asking for sympathy
for this hole inside my soul
I cannot heal
it feels like I am awake and dreaming
it seems that I can't comprehend
the lessons I have learned
forgetting wisdoms I have preached
these infuriating storms
are tearing me apart
nothing left for me to save
nothing left to salvage