'ano ko wa uta ga jouzu de kao mo kakkoii yo!' tte hikakusareru no wa iyaiya
doryoku de nantoka naru no jinkusu wa koere nai aa nantomo hikutsu ne
boku wa hitoichibai ni bukiyou de dorama mitai ni umaku ika nai
dore kurai no toki o sugoshita n darou? dokuzetsu na naifu ga boku o odoshi semaru
sugu s***a wa zasetsu no gake shika nai sagatte sakeru yoyuu wa nai sa
girigiri datta
sunao ni nai tara youyaku wakaru s****u kushita tsuyosa ga aa sentaku wa hitotsu ne
kagami ni utsuru sugata niramitsukete mo kekkyoku nigete shimau n da
hikatteta mirai no jigazou tachi wa konagona ni kiritsukerarete nikusa o masu
seotteru mono ga boku ni wa ooki sugite
tasukete no shigunaru mo dase nakatta
tobikon de mo saigo ni nokoru mono wa kokoro no kizu da to omotta kietakatta
minna no kao o miru to yokei ni tsurakute
issho ni ne, tsukutte kita ne kese nai omoide
maiku o nigiru te ni wa yume ga tsumattete
akirameru yuuki mo nakute sute kire nakatta
dore kurai no toki o sugoshita n darou ?
dokuzetsu na naifu ga boku o odoshi semaru
sugu s***a wa zasetsu no gake shika nai sagatte sakeru yoyuu wa nai sa
zetsubou zetsubou zetsubou datta
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Translation ENG
"he's a good singer with great looks" no,no
don't want those kind of comparisons
make the effort and you'll comethrough, cant beat a jinx, oh so demeaning
i'm so much more akward then the rest, cant' act smooth like they do on the soaps
jow much time was spent? spiteful, kniflike words threaten me
the ciff of failure looms below no time to dip down and avoid just barely made it
realized the strength i've lost when the tears flowed without reservtion oh there's only one choice
scowling at my reflection in the mirror but they evade me in the end
my shining future self portraits ripped to pieces hate increases
the burden on my shoulders is too large to bear, couldn't even signal for help
even if were to jump in, i'd only be left with wounds wanted to disappear
seeing everyone's faces made it even harder we made them together, inerasable memories
the mic in my hand filled with dreams didn't have the courage to give up, couldn't let go
how much time was spent? spiteful, knifelike words threaten me
the cliff of failure looms below no time to dip down and avoid
despair, despair, it was pure despair
doryoku de nantoka naru no jinkusu wa koere nai aa nantomo hikutsu ne
boku wa hitoichibai ni bukiyou de dorama mitai ni umaku ika nai
dore kurai no toki o sugoshita n darou? dokuzetsu na naifu ga boku o odoshi semaru
sugu s***a wa zasetsu no gake shika nai sagatte sakeru yoyuu wa nai sa
girigiri datta
sunao ni nai tara youyaku wakaru s****u kushita tsuyosa ga aa sentaku wa hitotsu ne
kagami ni utsuru sugata niramitsukete mo kekkyoku nigete shimau n da
hikatteta mirai no jigazou tachi wa konagona ni kiritsukerarete nikusa o masu
seotteru mono ga boku ni wa ooki sugite
tasukete no shigunaru mo dase nakatta
tobikon de mo saigo ni nokoru mono wa kokoro no kizu da to omotta kietakatta
minna no kao o miru to yokei ni tsurakute
issho ni ne, tsukutte kita ne kese nai omoide
maiku o nigiru te ni wa yume ga tsumattete
akirameru yuuki mo nakute sute kire nakatta
dore kurai no toki o sugoshita n darou ?
dokuzetsu na naifu ga boku o odoshi semaru
sugu s***a wa zasetsu no gake shika nai sagatte sakeru yoyuu wa nai sa
zetsubou zetsubou zetsubou datta
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Translation ENG
"he's a good singer with great looks" no,no
don't want those kind of comparisons
make the effort and you'll comethrough, cant beat a jinx, oh so demeaning
i'm so much more akward then the rest, cant' act smooth like they do on the soaps
jow much time was spent? spiteful, kniflike words threaten me
the ciff of failure looms below no time to dip down and avoid just barely made it
realized the strength i've lost when the tears flowed without reservtion oh there's only one choice
scowling at my reflection in the mirror but they evade me in the end
my shining future self portraits ripped to pieces hate increases
the burden on my shoulders is too large to bear, couldn't even signal for help
even if were to jump in, i'd only be left with wounds wanted to disappear
seeing everyone's faces made it even harder we made them together, inerasable memories
the mic in my hand filled with dreams didn't have the courage to give up, couldn't let go
how much time was spent? spiteful, knifelike words threaten me
the cliff of failure looms below no time to dip down and avoid
despair, despair, it was pure despair