Blood Flower Lyrics

I've seen this too many times before
l*** gripping my heart and ripping it out
I've seen this all too many times
I need you here, with me
I know this, I fear this, I love this, I hate this
God help me, God heal me, I need a way out
And every time I close my eyes I start to pray "take me away"
Do you even know my name
Do you even care how I feel inside?
This l*** won't win again
Everything I am depends on it, help me (Jesus)
God please help me
I need saving