Choosing Lyrics

I guess I need to choose
but today I am confused
and losing ground
Is this part of some plan
The rise and fall of man
I can't be sure
When I'm away from my source of peace
something fills that s***e in me
And it feels like I don't need you
It's easy to get by
when I don't even try to
find the truth
Today I learned that faith
is not to be obtained like a place I can go
It's more of a choice than a feeling
and more of a wound than healing
The act of believing in you
And I guess I need to choose
but today I am confused and losing ground
But maybe this is where I grow
when I admit that I don't know
When belief becomes the only way to you