Unraveling of a Tragedy Lyrics

I'm looking at a mirror.
Tears roll down my face.
Two dark eyes stare back at me,
they tell the story
of a past I can't erase.
God, I come before you.
My life is shattered glass.
I wish I had more for you,
but unfortunately, this is
all I've got left.

Chorus:
I can't let go, no I cannot forgive,
I hate the man living inside my skin.
In b***** fields and dirty
hands many more tragedies lie within.
I'd rather feel pain,
just to feel again.
It's been so long,
I actually don't remember
how much my chains weigh.

I may be breathing,
but don't for once think I'm alive.
I may have even dreamed once,
but all trace of that is gone from inside my eyes.
Chorus

Bridge:
Do you think you could send the rain,
to wash me clean, turn the battlefields green again.

I can't let go, no I cannot forgive, I hate the man
living inside my skin. In b***** fields and dirty
hands many more miracles lie within.