You in the heart of the enemy
Got me strugglin' doin it right down to last, cause if i ain't gonna make i gotta leave where i'm at
'Cause I see where i'm at in the heart of the enemy, bein like gonna be the part that is killin' me
Is you feelin me? I can not really see, cause i don't really wanna know what it'll be
Eyes closed, but when i open 'em up, how you gonna ask how i don't give a f***?
'Cause I'm struck, outta luck, so what
Ain't nothin in the world for us, we strugglin', and nothin changes, everyone just seems like strangers
But i don't care, I'm stuck in nowhere, no air, but i'm dyin to breathe
You dyin' to leave, why you lyin' to me? Its so f*****' dark but i'm tryin see
Oh no, no name, I came to bring the pain, i'm insane as some would say, 'cause what I've done today
I love to play(love to play), but it seems a losin battle
I'm tryin' but i'm dyin', hangin on barely survivin'
(chorus)
Lookin' at myself, lookin' at myself, lookin' at myself, thinkin' bout myself
You in the heart of the enemy
Its hard to survive, man i'm barely alive, and i'm better off dead than fallin' behind
All on my grind with my back to the wall, I ain't ever gonna fall imma rip it 'till i'm raw
With the heart of the enemy inside my soul, you know my blood bleeds black and my heart is cold
Hard as stone, but i'm partin' ways, throwin down for ya'll, gettin better by the day
And there's not much more here left to say, f*** this place man i gotta go
Slit my wrist, get on my knees and pray, and if i die today you better leave me lay
Cause i love to play(love to play) but it seems a losin' battle
I'm tryin but i'm dyin, hangin on barely survivin'
(repeat chorus 2x)
My enemies are close, I keep 'em next to me
We walk the same path, the same cadence beat
I look into their eyes, their eyes are just like mine
We one of the same kind, with a strange bond (repeat 2x)
(chorus 2x)
Real Life
(chorus)
Do you ever feel like, feel like, that real life, ain't really real life(that real life) c'mon
Do you ever feel like, breakin down?
Do you ever feel like screamin loud?
Do you ever feel like all of these people comin at you are only out to take what you have gotten? (now i don't let it happen often)
Cause this real life, ain't really real nice, Imma still fight, muster up all of my will I'm...
Ready to fight, ready to die tonight, but if i live to see another day in this real life imma f*** a m*********** up
(chorus)
Do you ever feel like every day you wake up just for the sake of tryin' to get that paaapa
Dealin with these problems, don't know how to solve 'em, knowin' they gonn break ya, call 'em what cha call 'em
This ain't even real life, that's just what i feel like
Listen how i rap tight, see me, know i'm outta sight
Fightin' till i'm outta life, and now you outta breath, and imma keep it goin m*********** 'till theres nothin left c'mon
(chorus)
Got me strugglin' doin it right down to last, cause if i ain't gonna make i gotta leave where i'm at
'Cause I see where i'm at in the heart of the enemy, bein like gonna be the part that is killin' me
Is you feelin me? I can not really see, cause i don't really wanna know what it'll be
Eyes closed, but when i open 'em up, how you gonna ask how i don't give a f***?
'Cause I'm struck, outta luck, so what
Ain't nothin in the world for us, we strugglin', and nothin changes, everyone just seems like strangers
But i don't care, I'm stuck in nowhere, no air, but i'm dyin to breathe
You dyin' to leave, why you lyin' to me? Its so f*****' dark but i'm tryin see
Oh no, no name, I came to bring the pain, i'm insane as some would say, 'cause what I've done today
I love to play(love to play), but it seems a losin battle
I'm tryin' but i'm dyin', hangin on barely survivin'
(chorus)
Lookin' at myself, lookin' at myself, lookin' at myself, thinkin' bout myself
You in the heart of the enemy
Its hard to survive, man i'm barely alive, and i'm better off dead than fallin' behind
All on my grind with my back to the wall, I ain't ever gonna fall imma rip it 'till i'm raw
With the heart of the enemy inside my soul, you know my blood bleeds black and my heart is cold
Hard as stone, but i'm partin' ways, throwin down for ya'll, gettin better by the day
And there's not much more here left to say, f*** this place man i gotta go
Slit my wrist, get on my knees and pray, and if i die today you better leave me lay
Cause i love to play(love to play) but it seems a losin' battle
I'm tryin but i'm dyin, hangin on barely survivin'
(repeat chorus 2x)
My enemies are close, I keep 'em next to me
We walk the same path, the same cadence beat
I look into their eyes, their eyes are just like mine
We one of the same kind, with a strange bond (repeat 2x)
(chorus 2x)
Real Life
(chorus)
Do you ever feel like, feel like, that real life, ain't really real life(that real life) c'mon
Do you ever feel like, breakin down?
Do you ever feel like screamin loud?
Do you ever feel like all of these people comin at you are only out to take what you have gotten? (now i don't let it happen often)
Cause this real life, ain't really real nice, Imma still fight, muster up all of my will I'm...
Ready to fight, ready to die tonight, but if i live to see another day in this real life imma f*** a m*********** up
(chorus)
Do you ever feel like every day you wake up just for the sake of tryin' to get that paaapa
Dealin with these problems, don't know how to solve 'em, knowin' they gonn break ya, call 'em what cha call 'em
This ain't even real life, that's just what i feel like
Listen how i rap tight, see me, know i'm outta sight
Fightin' till i'm outta life, and now you outta breath, and imma keep it goin m*********** 'till theres nothin left c'mon
(chorus)