Listless Lyrics

I'm tired of hating all these things that I once loved
my guitar's lying on the floor
I can't stop laughing still I'm crying
these tears of joy or bitterness, they somehow feel the same
no I'm not deaf, I just won't hear
go back to days when this was real
the sea is darkening
a summer breeze invades my lungs
it's giving me the creeps as I'm
thinking of the days when
we screamed out loud
the joy, the anger & the love
hearts in our mouths
we passed out hand in hand at last

a bird can't spread its wings
I'm having trouble breathing, it's so tiring to sing
stuck in my head for way too long now
this melody of listlessness is poured into my ears
so wake me up, I'm almost dead
kill this clown that's in my head

I see the sunset
a wind of past blows through my hair
a smell so fresh and unexplored
it makes me wanna die there

so I scream out loud
the joy, the anger & the love
hearts in our mouths
I'll pass away alone at last
a garden that has lost its flowers
a flower that has lost its loveliness

the sea is darkening
a summer breeze invades my lungs
it's giving me the creeps as I'm
thinking of the days when
we screamed goodbye

a fire burned it to the ground the house of all my dreams
I can't stop now it's way too late them down, I fall asleep and die