Die (The Next Few Times) Lyrics

I'm glad I can see that you made it
you look just as good as then
a stab in the back I feel traded
to my own worst enemy, I
can't count these days & nights
when I drank to that girl
now she's said to be the happiest in the world

too bad I can see that you made it
I don't look as good as then
why can't we just go on pretending
we cannot but share this pain, I
can't count these days & nights
when I drank to that girl
now she's said to be the happiest in the world

so I say good night to all my dreams
what's wrong when all of this feels right ?
drinking down all my sorrows
I fall asleep and die (the next few times)
I drink them down, I fall asleep and die