s*** Hits The Fan Lyrics

Seems like I'm loosing
s*** hits the fan
A game I never wanted to play
s*** hits the fan
Blue pills distract me from all the pain
Seems like I'm loosing
An unwinable game
Can't move on
My conscience is killing me
Try to avoid pain
Except of my conscience that's telling me to move alongt
I really want to but I can't move on
Made one step to far
s*** hits the fan
Couldn't see the border
s*** hits the fan
The next 40 rounds of thin white lines around me
Cheap w****s for all of you
Right time at the wrong place
s*** hits my pants