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入水願い Lyrics

自分の世界を飛び出す勇気を持てた暁に
今迄吐いた下らぬ嘘を美化して下さる?
でも多分無理 疲労が超えてる
他人の期待を受け止める意思を持てた暁に
貫いてきた下らぬ倫理を認めて下さる?
また同じこと 繰り返している

天現寺発って今日は房総半島へ
助手席に埋まったあなたの生命
如何にでもしてなんて云うなら何でもしてあげたいけど
あたしなんかで良いの

あたしを殺して其れからちゃんと独りで死ねるのか
応えもしない子供の仮面を付けた鮮やかな瞳
もう一つの方 生きる方は如何

海浜公園今日も月光に薄闇
助手席に照ったあなたの信号
コートの下を這っている両手は何も掴めないでしょ
人違いじゃないかしら

大嫌いです
全部が厭です
賞讃したがっているあなたの嘘吐き
今夜以降こんな仕様も無い女が生き存らえるなんてあられもないわ!
どうぞ殺って

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Jusui Negai / Desire to Drown Myself
Kyouiku / Education

jibun no sekai wo tobidasu yuuki wo moteta akatsuki ni
ima made tsuita kudaranu uso wo bika s**** kudasaru?

demo tabun muri hirou ga koeteru

tanin no kitai wo uketomeru ishi wo moteta akatsuki ni
tsuranui tekita kudaranu rinri wo mitomete kudasaru?
mata onaji koto kuri kaeshiteiru

tengenji tatte kyou wa bousou hantou e
joshuseki ni umatta anata no seimei
dou ni demo s**** nante iu nara nandemo s**** agetai kedo
atashi nanka de ii no

atashi wo koroshite sorekara chanto hitori de shineru no ka
kotae mo shinai kodomo no kamen wo tsuketa azayakana me
mou hitotsu no hou ikiru hou wa dou

kaihin kouen kyou mo gekkou ni usuyami
joshuseki ni tetta anata no shingou
kooto no s***a wo hatteiru ryoute wa nan nimo tsukamenai desho
hitochigai ja nai kashira

daikirai desu
zenbu ga iya desu
shousan s***agatteiru anata no usotsuki
konya ikou konna shiyou mo nai onna ga iki nagaraeru nante arare mo nai wa!
...douzo yatte

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At dawn, I had the courage to jump from my own world
Did you glorify for me those uncontrollable lies you told up until now?
But maybe it's impossible; my fatigue is overwhelming me

At dawn, I had the will to receive the hopes of another
Did you notice for me those uncontrollable ethics you went and pierced?
It's the same thing again, repeating over and over

Departing Tengenji, today we're headed for the Boso Peninsula
You buried it in the passenger seat, your life
You say to do whatever I want, and I'd do anything for you, but

am I really right for this?

Will you be able to die alone properly after you've killed me?

Without even answering, you put on a child's mask of vivid eyes

There's one more option, how about just living?

A seaside park is even today light and dark in the moonlight
You flashed it from the passenger seat, your traffic signal
Crawling beneath my coat, with both hands I might not grab hold of anything
I wonder if you've got the right person here

I hate this
It's all wrong
And you're praising me, you liar
How unbecoming it would be for such a helpless woman as myself to go on living after tonight!
...go ahead and do it
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