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人形 Lyrics

人形
Ningyou

いい子になりたくて あたしは自由を捨てた
Ii ko ni naritakute atashi wa jiyuu wo suteta
ママが望むなら あたしは男の子になる
MAMA ga nozomu nara atashi wa otoko no ko ni naru
身ごもった少女は 裸足でさまよい
Migo motto shoujo wa hadashi de samayoi
ガラスで切れた かかと 死刑台へ
GARASU de kireta kaka to shikeidai he

苦しみも 嬉しさも 感じない
Kurushimi mo ureshisa mo kanjinai
あたしの表の顔から 心が死んでゆく
Atashi no omote no kao kara kokoro ga shinde yuku

友達がほしくて あたしはYESだけで
Tomodachi ga hoshikute atashi wa YES dake de
ぬくもりがほしくて あたしは男に身をあずける
Nukumori ga hoshikute atashi wa otoko ni mi wo azukeru

もっと自分のコトを 大事にしてあげたなら
Motto jibun no KOTO wo daiji ni s**** ageta nara
感情が生きていた 人間になれたのに
Kanjou ga ikiteita ningen ni nareta no ni
痛みも 孤独も 誰一人 助けてくれない
Itami mo kodoku mo dare hitori tasukete kurenai
あたしは都会でがんばる星に願いを届けてみた
Atashi wa tokai de ganbaru hoshi ni negai wo todokete mita

人間になりたいと
Ningen ni naritai to

Wanting to be a good girl,
I gave up all of my freedom
I would have become a boy even,
had mother wished for it

The pregnant little girl walked around
cutting her heels on shards of glass,
heading towards her own execution grounds
I feel no pain, I feel no joy
as my heart slowly begins to die,
starting from the surface of my face

All I ever wanted was friends
and so I chose them with reckless abandonment
I only wanted someone to treat me gently,
and so I moved in with a man

If only I had taken more care of myself
then I could've become more human
instead of this empty, emotionless doll

This pain I feel, this loneliness I feel
Yet nobody is here to save me

I'll try my best in the city
and so I wished upon a star:
"I want to become human"
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