this is is this? Lyrics

Boku no nodo ni mukatte
Kimi wa nanika wo tsuki tsukete

Tsutaetai koto mo nai shi
Boku wa sonzai shinai shi
Hanbun uso ni mieru
Boku dake no kakurenbo wo hajimeta

Hidarite de uta wo kaita
Kaigansen de utsushita shashin wo image s****

Boku ni hairi kondeiru
Boku wo miushinatteru
This is is this?

Hanbun boku wo miseta
Boku wa katate de mirai wo miteita

Ato sukoshi de mitasarete shimau yo
Hanasanaide
Kimi no naka no boku wa mou iranai yo
Mitasarete Mitasarete
Boku wa mou kowarete shimatta

Mitai mono nante mou nai yo
Murasaki ni utsuri konda shashin ni datte todokanakunatte

Mieru mono nante mou nai yo
Ato sukoshi dake mitasarete
Yoku nita sekai ni nigeru basho nante mou nai yo
Mitasarete Okasareta
Boku wa mou ugokenakunatta
Ato sukoshi dake mitasarete shimau yo
Kimi no naka no boku wa mou iranai yo
Mitasarete Mitasarete
Boku wa mou ugokenakunatta

English

You thrust something
Toward my throat

There's nothing I want to tell you
Because I don't exist

I can see half a lie
I started a game of hide and seek just for me

I wrote a song with my left hand
Imaging a photograph of the coastline
I'm going into you
I'm losing myself
This is is this?

I showed half of myself
You saw the future with one hand

After just a moment you'll be satisfied
Don't let go
Inside of you I'm not needed anymore
Satisfied, satisfied
I'm already broken

There's nothing I want to see anymore
The photograph taken in purple has come to not arrive

There's nothing I want to see anymore
After just a moment you'll be satisfied
There's no longer a place I can escape from the world that looks similar
Satisfied, raped
I've become unable to move anymore

After just a moment you'll be satisfied
I'm not inside you anymore
Satisfied, satisfied
I've become unable to move anymore