Nemuri kara samete (mo)4
Tameiki bakari de
Heya no naka hitori bocchi de mayoi tsudzukete iru
Sumi kitta (ao)sora kowagatta5
Soredemo kono semai meiro o nukedasanakya na
Tengoku bakari yume mite jigoku no
Yosa o shiranai baka ni wa naranaize
Kurayami o konomi Kodoku o aishitanda
Shinji tsudzukeru Nanika ga bokura ni wa tarinai
Dareka o netande mo imi ga nai koto gurai
Wakatte iru keredo
Sou kantan ni wa nukedasenai
Haruka tooi sora niramu
Usugurai heya no mado kara
Yuka ni ne o bari
Nukedasenaku natte
Shizuka ni hikage de saku dake
Boku wa boku jishin itsuwaru koto naku
Iki nuku koto [da] kowakute hikage ni ne oroshita
Kakokyuu ni naru kurai nara
Isso no koto ima sugu iki no ne [o] tomete [yuku] sakende mo6
Todokanai
Nareta tsumori no yami ga
Toki ni omoku no shikakaru
Tasuke (wa) ga konai7
Imasara dare ni mo todokanai
Soko ni saku dake
Tengoku bakari yume mite jigoku no yosa o shiranai baka janai
Mada ma ni au ka
Mada kawareru ka
Chiisa na nayami no tane bakari
Ue tsudzukete ita nara
Mou ma ni awanai
Mou kawarenai
Soredemo kono semai meiro o nukedasanakya ikenai
Darou?
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Even when I wake up from sleep
I'm only sighing
In this room, all alone, I continue to be lost
I was afraid of the sincere blue sky
Still I cannot escape from this narrow labyrinth
Hell sees only heaven in dreams
I'm not becoming a fool who does not know goodness
I preferred darkness I loved loneliness
I continue to believe Nothing is ever good enough for us
Envying someone else is also meaningless
I know this but
I cannot escape it that easily
I stare at the far, far sky
From the window of a dim room
On the floor (stage) I am rooting persistently1
It turns out that I cannot escape
Just blooming silently in the shadow
I am not pretending to be myself
I'm just surviving, lowering my roots in fear and shadows
Even if to the extent that I'm hyperventilating
And furthermore, even if right now I fix my lifeline and shout2
It does not reach
The darkness that I plan on getting used to
At times, start on something heavily3
No help comes
At this late of a time, no one is reachable
Just blooming at the bottom
Hell sees only heaven in dreams, I'm not a fool who doesn't know goodness
Can I still be in time?
Can I still change?
If just the seed of this small brain
I keep planting
Am I already not in time?
Can I no longer change?
But still I cannot escape this narrow labyrinth, it's hopeless
Maybe?
Tameiki bakari de
Heya no naka hitori bocchi de mayoi tsudzukete iru
Sumi kitta (ao)sora kowagatta5
Soredemo kono semai meiro o nukedasanakya na
Tengoku bakari yume mite jigoku no
Yosa o shiranai baka ni wa naranaize
Kurayami o konomi Kodoku o aishitanda
Shinji tsudzukeru Nanika ga bokura ni wa tarinai
Dareka o netande mo imi ga nai koto gurai
Wakatte iru keredo
Sou kantan ni wa nukedasenai
Haruka tooi sora niramu
Usugurai heya no mado kara
Yuka ni ne o bari
Nukedasenaku natte
Shizuka ni hikage de saku dake
Boku wa boku jishin itsuwaru koto naku
Iki nuku koto [da] kowakute hikage ni ne oroshita
Kakokyuu ni naru kurai nara
Isso no koto ima sugu iki no ne [o] tomete [yuku] sakende mo6
Todokanai
Nareta tsumori no yami ga
Toki ni omoku no shikakaru
Tasuke (wa) ga konai7
Imasara dare ni mo todokanai
Soko ni saku dake
Tengoku bakari yume mite jigoku no yosa o shiranai baka janai
Mada ma ni au ka
Mada kawareru ka
Chiisa na nayami no tane bakari
Ue tsudzukete ita nara
Mou ma ni awanai
Mou kawarenai
Soredemo kono semai meiro o nukedasanakya ikenai
Darou?
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Even when I wake up from sleep
I'm only sighing
In this room, all alone, I continue to be lost
I was afraid of the sincere blue sky
Still I cannot escape from this narrow labyrinth
Hell sees only heaven in dreams
I'm not becoming a fool who does not know goodness
I preferred darkness I loved loneliness
I continue to believe Nothing is ever good enough for us
Envying someone else is also meaningless
I know this but
I cannot escape it that easily
I stare at the far, far sky
From the window of a dim room
On the floor (stage) I am rooting persistently1
It turns out that I cannot escape
Just blooming silently in the shadow
I am not pretending to be myself
I'm just surviving, lowering my roots in fear and shadows
Even if to the extent that I'm hyperventilating
And furthermore, even if right now I fix my lifeline and shout2
It does not reach
The darkness that I plan on getting used to
At times, start on something heavily3
No help comes
At this late of a time, no one is reachable
Just blooming at the bottom
Hell sees only heaven in dreams, I'm not a fool who doesn't know goodness
Can I still be in time?
Can I still change?
If just the seed of this small brain
I keep planting
Am I already not in time?
Can I no longer change?
But still I cannot escape this narrow labyrinth, it's hopeless
Maybe?