A painfull lesson to be learned
Distances mean certainty to me
Loopholes in every situation
Commitment is the greatest fear
Antagonize the one in control
I´m still my own worst enemy
Reflecting what I´ve done
A rash promise: I´ll be there
Step out of the shadow of my past mistakes
But I´ll stay the sad and p***** off boy you've known
Who refuses to find peace in life´s circumstances
Struggling from day to day,
breaking the patterns of my behaviour
I surely won´t let the demons win.
"Until I´m there"
But not this city and not in April.
Distances mean certainty to me
Loopholes in every situation
Commitment is the greatest fear
Antagonize the one in control
I´m still my own worst enemy
Reflecting what I´ve done
A rash promise: I´ll be there
Step out of the shadow of my past mistakes
But I´ll stay the sad and p***** off boy you've known
Who refuses to find peace in life´s circumstances
Struggling from day to day,
breaking the patterns of my behaviour
I surely won´t let the demons win.
"Until I´m there"
But not this city and not in April.