I Had to Cut Her Lyrics

"She Called on me , I would not take her,
She called on me and I would not stir
she called on me and I asked my maker,
should I go, lord should I go to wed,
and take our vows before the altar
before the devil would have us sin
and I fear that she should falter
and return to her wicked ways again...
but in my dreams I did take her
but in my dreams I lost control
when I woke, I did forsake her
for I feared for my immortal soul
I said to her, "I need a virgin,
who's never known the touch of men"
but I gave in to her urgin
I laid down pure, but I rose up in sin.

what I thought, i could not tell her
what I knew i could not say
like a dog, i could smell her
like a dog, i could not stay

before I left, i had to cut her
and I held her while she bled
for I thought I could not trust her
and I knew I could not wed."