Goodbye Lyrics

His clothes hang neatly in the closet
His books still on the shelf
He'll need them, you see, 'cause he's coming back
He swore he'd never leave me
I hold his son on my chest at night
While his pictures stare at me
I envision the love that he would have had
For this tiny, precious baby

Please don't make me say goodbye
Please don't make me say goodbye
Someone hold a gun to my head before I'll say
Goodbye to this man that I love
I'll be kicking and screaming 'til the end of my life
I won't leave this man that I love
I cherish all of his possessions.
I savor what brought him joy
Yet at the same time I do everything
To deny what he meant to me
I've been eating to fill the void, I've been sleeping to fill the void,
I've been spending to fill the void, I've been f****** to fill the void
Anything to avoid, anything to avoid