Suffocating Lyrics

In the beginning it was worth this
Do the worst to feel complete
Passing standards others meet
(What we do best)
Now perfect endings make you anxious
Heavy head, a colder sweat
Leaving nothing here, nothing to regret
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive

I miss the old days that we murdered
They're so far gone, out of reach
Plead my case to empty streets
(Well it goes like this)
Without a break from this distraction
I need a change, a different scene
A new approach on coming clean
Still all these nights we own are priceless

Can't find the worth in moments spent
And we can't buy the praise cause everyone collects

Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Still searching for a back door out of here
Reassured that old friends will reappear
Why am I still suffocating
Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting
(x2)

Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive