The Illusion of Reality Lyrics

Reality seems far away
Noise in my head is here to stay
Long for silence and shades of gray
Lines and edges seem to fray
Feels like a long cold winter in my numb mind
Cold and hard and so g******** unkind
I learned so much I don't really need
My teachers just filled my head indeed
Illusion takes over fantasy
Couldn't get much higher
Higher on me

Is there a way out of this trap
I've had enough of this cheap c***
Tired of always taking the rap
No more aces in my stack