Schizophrenia In Reverse Lyrics

My body's aching
My heart is aching
My soul is aching
But my head is numb
And it's truly fortunate
That every fall is so f****** hard
It's like shooting up smack
Wiped out like a r*****

But what's another humiliation when all hope is dead
It's better to smile with dead eyes
And sing-along instead

FEAR NO MORE
THE DEATH THEY'RE BRINGING
HEAR NO MORE
THEIR VOICES SINGING
END THIS LIFE
AND LIFT THIS CURSE
SCHIZOPHRENIA IN REVERSE

THEY'RE WATCHING EVERY STEP I TAKE
EVERY MOVE I MAKE
EVERY MISTAKE
MY DELUSION IS CENSORED
THE TRUTH IS SO MUCH WORSE
SCHIZOPHRENIA IN REVERSE

It's a public humiliation
A one-liner
A punch line
For the crowd to laugh hysterically as I go down

Now I am lost in the abyss of my mind
Re-living nightmares stuck on repeat
Crucified upside down