Aeon Lyrics

She forgave and she forgot
God knows I tried hard but I did not

I'm still tortured by my own thirst
Seeking flesh and dirty tongues to the lick the wound where my heart of glass burst
It doesn't matter who lives or dies
If I feel alive
Reject suicide
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT GOD IS A BEAST
THAT HE MADE THE ANGELS CRY

SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT DEATH IS A GIFT
THAT ENDS ALL THE PAIN INSIDE
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT LOVE IS A LIE
THE BLOOD IN A BLOODSTAINED SKY

BUT I'LL BE OK
I'LL BE JUST FINE

I'LL DIE WITH THIS PAIN, b****
She forgave and she forgot
Another aeon later and I still cannot

You eat my sorrow as I make your deathbed
It's a slow suicide as you choke on every word I say
But you keep swallow all the s*** from me
Why don't you hate me?
Why don't you spit it right back at me?