Holding All These Lies Lyrics

Do you really want to see?
I don't think I can take this anymore
You are naive and I am nothing
I'm disgusting and so much more
Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain

Do you really want to see the torment?
Hatred of this world
Hand in a book and I believed it
All it brought me was pain and more

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain
I believed
I believed...

Holding all these lies I've told you
Holding all the lies I told you
Holding all these lies I've told you!
Holding all these lies I've told you!
Lies I've told you
Holding all these lies I've told you

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain
Truth is pain!
Truth is pain!
Truth is pain!
Truth is pain!
Truth is pain!

I believed!
I never meant to hurt you!
I believed!
I never meant to betray you!
Aaaahhhhh!
I never meant to hurt you!
Aaaahhhhh!
I never meant to hurt you!
Aaaahhhhh!