An Abundance of Strawberries Lyrics

I don't want to miss you
but I already do
for all I know
it's already in you
every day spent on the couch
Law & Order SVU
it's true, it's TruTV
for all I know it's in me

I know sometimes I can't leave my bed
I know I've sung it again & again
I've tried to make a deal with God
it kills me when I can't make you feel loved
she wants to die
by an abundance of strawberries
though we don't talk anymore
that stuck with me all these years apart
and when I want to die
I think about an abundance of strawberries
I will lie down & sleep in strawberries
I know I haven't lived so well
I've tried to own up to it now
I just want to make a deal with God
I just want a better life for my mom