Green Lyrics

When I want a taste
And I don't wanna beg
I just look down and see my veins
As I open the door
And I see your face
It takes me to that f***** up place
I can't see the ground
My minds tightly wound
I wanna hold you but here I'm found
Huddled won't hear a sound
Pictures of you all around
Someone please take me away from this
Gotta let her go
Gotta get away
Time to kill myseLf
Time to make her pay
Replaced by time
Thought this was the way
Gave you my life
Dead raped I lay
When I, I wanna taste
And I, I don't wanna beg
I just look down and see my veins and I'm alive
When I open the door
And I see your face
It takes me to that f***** up place
Greens and purples and reds and blues all bright
Spinning and tumbling sliding down so f***** light
I'm sobbing and I'm grasping trying to find my way out
I'm at my lowest point someone please save me now
Gotta let her go
Time to make her pay
My mind is f****** wacked
Time to burn through the gateway