[Joe Budden] V1
I broke down a while ago, finally picking up the pieces,
memoirs on how the undefeated, can feel depleated,
I don't talk to god as a matter of fact I plead with,
at times I hate my reflection, at others I'm conceited,
half the time I'm arrogant other times I'm vengeful,
at times it's to convince me at times its to convince you,
done a lot of wrong but I ain't never felt resentful,
it's been so many times I've lost track of who to repent to,
half the time I'm in the club, don't want you to notice me,
grow with me and you'll see that I'm only awkward socially,
half the time I'm spiteful, double barrel rifle,
I owe so many payback I feel like I got a right to,
so if you need a case in point, you can refer to budden
and it'll prove the painkillers never murdered nothing,
all it did was make me succumb, put ice in me,
make me numb when I revisit the places it takes me from
[Joe Budden] V2
Listen up at the center reports, my inner thoughts like an inner war,
headaches...??? trembling force on my mental ward,
mentals distraught, every word from this sinister boss
is brought to you by the people like your ministers Porsche,
tight roping on dental floss, before the haters begin to get lost,
c**e and weed got my temperament off,
but why would my temper get lost, when as soon as the temperature frost,
I'm probably having intercourse in a resort,
criminal reports, pricy condos at a minimal cost,
my train of thought ain't as simple as yours,
so if our paths happen to incidentally cross,
I pray that you can overlook all my miniature flaws,
until then lets let the bass kick,
take a shot straight I don't see a need to chase it,
trying to fight the urge till' there's something to replace it,
I welcome y'all to be my co-pilots on this s***eship
[Joe Budden] V3
Me and the game will get so blunted,
we'd order take out from the Chinese stores
and make sure you bring change for a hundred,
rob him, safety on the metals off,
figured if we beat the brakes off him the how the f*** was he gonna pedal off,
some live and die by the high, I was born by it,
since pop gave my mom the needle like "go on try it",
got me feeling like ain't a n**** could harm me,
so I go scoop and scoop a mami that wanna come join the army,
she was so militant, disciplined and diligent,
so I whispered to her bet you wouldn't mind feeling it,
I got to know her on my sofa I gave her my honorable discharge and she took it like a soldier,
see she the type you gotta watch when she come around,
really she only get high so she can come down,
lost her when I said she ain't gotta settle,
once you start ahead in life you'll be on the same level
[Crooked I] V1
when i was five this is what my father said
i should have pulled out out and left you on your momma's water bed
if you ask me my poppa's dead
alcoholic genes from him, since a toddler bottle fed
put me in your stainless, i'm brainless, hollow head
my life was the craziest
surprised i'm even walkin can you blame me if i'm athiest
but i ain't steven hawkins i know god is in my radius
i can see him morphin
in the face of an innocent baby but not when preachers talkin
my people sleep in coffins
i miss em, i'm breakin down
in the face of a bad b**** i'm supposed to be takin down
baby ride while i'm cryin, i'm dyin inside
cuz my pain is posiden or a giant leviathan that im hiding from the world
they hit me with everything but the kitchen sink
how ironic, same place i vomit when i lift a drink
apparently i need to get a shrink
how can therapy take care of me when i don't give a f*** what n***** think
JOEBUDDENTV WE UP, PARKS WHADDUP, E WHADDUP
I broke down a while ago, finally picking up the pieces,
memoirs on how the undefeated, can feel depleated,
I don't talk to god as a matter of fact I plead with,
at times I hate my reflection, at others I'm conceited,
half the time I'm arrogant other times I'm vengeful,
at times it's to convince me at times its to convince you,
done a lot of wrong but I ain't never felt resentful,
it's been so many times I've lost track of who to repent to,
half the time I'm in the club, don't want you to notice me,
grow with me and you'll see that I'm only awkward socially,
half the time I'm spiteful, double barrel rifle,
I owe so many payback I feel like I got a right to,
so if you need a case in point, you can refer to budden
and it'll prove the painkillers never murdered nothing,
all it did was make me succumb, put ice in me,
make me numb when I revisit the places it takes me from
[Joe Budden] V2
Listen up at the center reports, my inner thoughts like an inner war,
headaches...??? trembling force on my mental ward,
mentals distraught, every word from this sinister boss
is brought to you by the people like your ministers Porsche,
tight roping on dental floss, before the haters begin to get lost,
c**e and weed got my temperament off,
but why would my temper get lost, when as soon as the temperature frost,
I'm probably having intercourse in a resort,
criminal reports, pricy condos at a minimal cost,
my train of thought ain't as simple as yours,
so if our paths happen to incidentally cross,
I pray that you can overlook all my miniature flaws,
until then lets let the bass kick,
take a shot straight I don't see a need to chase it,
trying to fight the urge till' there's something to replace it,
I welcome y'all to be my co-pilots on this s***eship
[Joe Budden] V3
Me and the game will get so blunted,
we'd order take out from the Chinese stores
and make sure you bring change for a hundred,
rob him, safety on the metals off,
figured if we beat the brakes off him the how the f*** was he gonna pedal off,
some live and die by the high, I was born by it,
since pop gave my mom the needle like "go on try it",
got me feeling like ain't a n**** could harm me,
so I go scoop and scoop a mami that wanna come join the army,
she was so militant, disciplined and diligent,
so I whispered to her bet you wouldn't mind feeling it,
I got to know her on my sofa I gave her my honorable discharge and she took it like a soldier,
see she the type you gotta watch when she come around,
really she only get high so she can come down,
lost her when I said she ain't gotta settle,
once you start ahead in life you'll be on the same level
[Crooked I] V1
when i was five this is what my father said
i should have pulled out out and left you on your momma's water bed
if you ask me my poppa's dead
alcoholic genes from him, since a toddler bottle fed
put me in your stainless, i'm brainless, hollow head
my life was the craziest
surprised i'm even walkin can you blame me if i'm athiest
but i ain't steven hawkins i know god is in my radius
i can see him morphin
in the face of an innocent baby but not when preachers talkin
my people sleep in coffins
i miss em, i'm breakin down
in the face of a bad b**** i'm supposed to be takin down
baby ride while i'm cryin, i'm dyin inside
cuz my pain is posiden or a giant leviathan that im hiding from the world
they hit me with everything but the kitchen sink
how ironic, same place i vomit when i lift a drink
apparently i need to get a shrink
how can therapy take care of me when i don't give a f*** what n***** think
JOEBUDDENTV WE UP, PARKS WHADDUP, E WHADDUP