Heaven Lyrics

sitting in my car
trying to remember
all the things you said to me
sitting next to me
spending our whole lives making up for what our parents
try to get over it
embrace the taste in my mouth so bitter
heaven is a place I'm running from
don't know what's real don't think I'll heal don't want to do what I should
heaven is a place I'm running from
don't know what's real don't think I'll heal don't want to be good for you
embrace the silence but I want you there empty and screaming
never know what it feels to love while receiving
traces of wasted on my face, drunk and I'm drowning in your wisdom
why didn't I listen now I'm caught in memories of you

heaven is a place I'm running from
don't know what's real don't think I'll heal don't want to do what i should
heaven is a place I'm running from
don't know what's real don't think I'll heal don't want to be good for you