King of Loneliness Lyrics

I am searching for the missing piece that makes me whole
the hate I feel for what I have become allows me no control
truth has all but vanished from all I say and do
if wishes did come true
I'd wish for the purity I once knew
I once knew
I'm past the point of no return
I'm past the point of caring
I have screamed as loud as I can scream
no one ever listens

I am king of loneliness
I can't give this crown away
from never wanting anything
I got too much of nothing
As a boy I did believe if I closed my eyes I would disappear
but I would always open them for fear it would be true
too much time spent inside and this
childhood logic is realized
now look I have disappeared
I closed my eyes too long
too long
I'm past the point of no return
I'm past the point of caring
I have screamed as loud as I can scream
no one ever listens

I am king of loneliness
I can't give this crown away
from never wanting anything
I got too much of nothing