Disgusting Lyrics

I held the hand of early death.
I saw you cry but never wept.
The nightmare is gone. I realize a
daymare much worse.
I asked for your hand and what did I get?
Just some words and a "but" was what you said.
"My friends are gone, I walk to a cliff, farewell..."

Disgusting, hated
If you trust me, your are taken.
Disgusting, hateful
you love me you faithful
Disgusting, hated
Don't trust me, or you'll cave in
Disgusting, hateful
you love me fatefully
I longed only to create, I did when it was too late.
You lived only to waste, all your days were fake.
I asked for your hand and what did I get
Just some words and about was what you said
"My strenght is gone, I walk to a cliff, farewell..."