Penholder Lyrics

I feel your eyes crawling over me
as though I am something more than me
but I dont have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way
I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit
it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame
I dont deserve this it wasnt me
I cant take glory by somethig that I cant create
I dont deserve this

I know what her fiction is like
I can not stand before it's light
and i'm so far from what you think that I must be I just roll myself in mercy
I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit
it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame
I dont deserve this it wasnt me
I cant take glory by somethig that I cant create
I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame
I dont deserve this
and all the art that I supposedly create
is simply a faded reflection of something he's already made

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame
I dont deserve this it wasnt me
I cant take glory by somethig that I cant create
I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this