Vacation Lyrics

I don't know how to be
What i wanted to be when i was five
Sometimes blue eyes sometimes green
Bike rides
Snow hikes and Christmas lights
Sometimes freezing sometimes warm
I don't know if I can love that anymore
Cuz I got it all,
got it all mistaken
For a meaningful life and a fun family vacation
Like when I used to ride roller coasters with my Dad
When a swimming pool in a hotel
was a gift from God
Like, love, we're like a family
I don't know how to be
Maybe I just wanna get married
Or maybe I just want to fall asleep
But at least I know that the world is spinning
When we're tangled in the bed sheets
And at least I know that my Mom is breathing
When we talk on the phone
And at least I know
That my house won't burn down,
down to the ground
Or maybe it will
If I've been in love before
and I'm pretty sure I have
Then I'm pretty sure my house could burn down
down to the ground tomorrow
If I've been in love before
and I know that I have
Then I know that my house could burn down
down to the ground tomorrow