Lost in My Infinite Memory Lyrics

Hi! How are you these days?

Everything seems sort of crazed
And I feel so lazy I could cry

I feel like I could lay down and die

And I feel like my life is already gone

And it seems so hard just to get it on

Though I think I'll try just for fun

Though I fail

I love you all, but I hate myself

And there doesn't seem to be anyone who can help
And everything has turned out bad

I'm so sad

Why do you think I'll never give up

Drinking from my broken cup

Although I'll never get enough

I'll never fall in love again, it's a sin

I just can't win
It's like we were both stupid fools

And hatred and horror ruled our worn out brains

It's the same old 'songs of pain'

Gone public domain

And it seems as if the road just goes on and on

And I'm gonna write a letter to my friend, Ron

And my dad is outside mowing the lawn

Till the dawn