Next Life Lyrics

I sit in this cube
I will never be, painted white
All that I can see, strapped so tight
They won't let me free
Maybe God still believes in me,
Maybe God turned away from me

I laugh, I don't think anyone can hear
All my thoughts seem to disappear
I'm filling oceans from all these tears
Anxiety quickly turns to fear
My scattered thoughts whisper in my ear

[chorus]
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease
Next life I hope that I'm seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life, next life I wait for it, just wait for it
I need food, they give me pills that I can't digest
They make me think that I'm someone else
Makes my heart beat through my chest
I close my eyes cause I need more rest
I fall asleep wishing I was dead

So tired, I dream of love every single day
Maybe if I tried, I could fly away
Maybe if I tried, I could fly away
[chorus]
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease
Next life I hope that I'm seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life, next life I wait for it, just wait for it

[solo]

[chorus]
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease
Next life I hope that I'm seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life, next life I wait for it, just wait for it