In This Life of Pain Lyrics

You f****** disgust me.

My hatred for you grows with every breath you take.
You only exist to lie, those eyes are treacherous.
It's like a ball inside, the rage I hide.
With a smile on my face.
This demon will not subside.
I live to make you suffer, to show you how rotten true love can be.
In our fate lies an institution.
A prison of the mind this life sentence is your disease.

I've seen you distrust and manipulate those who love you.

I am your only choice in this life of pain.
I am your only choice in this life of pain.
I knew it all along,
You'd cross me.
This should have been cut off and left to fade away.
For you I gave.
But still I crave.
To see your broken heart you f****** wretched waste.

This demon will not subside.
I'll trap you in this room.
Where no one will ever hear your screams.
In this place lies my restituion.
A burdened heart no more.
You've lost all power over me.
I am your only choice in this life of pain.
[You f****** disgust me]
I am your only choice in this life of pain.

We have only suffered.
So why do we have to see ourselves in perfect pictures.
Perfection will never exist as long as we breathe.