My introspective caused bad conscience
Selfimposed responsibility too
I took off your horse blindings, but what you saw was too bright for you
Realize that I am your drug
Now you long for more but now I'm gone
Now you know what I mean
For my despair
For the mess you made
For all I laid bare
For your stupid crusade
For your affair
For a**** my use
For not being there
For your elusive excuse
Your compensation did not work out
With me your world could break into
But you refused to put me first dear
My expectations were too much for you
Realize that I am your drug
Now you long for more but now I'm gone
Now you know what I mean
For my despair
For the mess you made
For all I laid bare
For your stupid crusade
For your affair
For a**** my use
For not being there
For your elusive excuse
Selfimposed responsibility too
I took off your horse blindings, but what you saw was too bright for you
Realize that I am your drug
Now you long for more but now I'm gone
Now you know what I mean
For my despair
For the mess you made
For all I laid bare
For your stupid crusade
For your affair
For a**** my use
For not being there
For your elusive excuse
Your compensation did not work out
With me your world could break into
But you refused to put me first dear
My expectations were too much for you
Realize that I am your drug
Now you long for more but now I'm gone
Now you know what I mean
For my despair
For the mess you made
For all I laid bare
For your stupid crusade
For your affair
For a**** my use
For not being there
For your elusive excuse