Here's Me Letting Go Lyrics

Somebody throw me a bone
I'm sick and tired of being alone
When will this pain be over
I've been picking these four-leaf clovers
My pockets are getting full
And now it seems like every day
Is more weight on my depression
God I'm ready to learn a lesson

So me the way to the heart
Of the boy that you once knew
Possessing faith enough
To make this mountain move
Cause I've run from your perfect will
Yet you pursue me still

(chorus)
I don't wanna waste another day
Trying to make everything go my way
Pretending everything will be okay
I just wanna feel alive again
I wanna feel you in my life again
Here's me letting go
I guess I'm hiding it well
My friends can't even tell
That I got teardrops on my pillow
Cause I sleep with an open window
And by the morning they're history
But it seems like every day
Is more weight on my depression
God I'm ready to learn a lesson
Show me the way to the heart
Of the man that I should be
Give me a reason to allow my eyes to see
That I've run from your perfect will
Yet you pursue me still

Take my will
And make it what you want to
I'll be still
Just let your spirit fill my
Soul is yours
Don't ever let me walk away